Weâ€™re officially on Day 9. NINE.
Iâ€™m so tired.
I just donâ€™t know what else to say.
People have more than stepped up â€“ friends collecting my children from school and pre-school, taking them to and from football training, cooking meals for my family, bringing me food packages â€“ it has made me cry and just taken my breath away.
I realise one of my survival mechanisms is to be incredibly snarky in my head about the many many idiot parents that walk this earth and happen to cross my path in the paediatric ward of Mona Vale Hospital.
This doesnâ€™t sit well with so many people complementing me on my grace under pressure and good humour through hard times. I mean, I did the lean down hissing yell at Oscar in the shower the other day about how selfish he was being. Mother of the Year thank you and good night.
Today we ruled out the infection being in Oscar’s bones or the hardware in his feet. This is massive. Of course it doesn’t answer why or where the hell the infection has come from but I’m taking a victory where I can snatch one.
Last week I discovered I had been selected as a finalist in the Australian Best Blogs Competition for 2012. This is my second year as a finalist. It is basically the only award that counts for me – it recognises my writing.
And here I sit, the words not coming. I have six half written posts on my laptop. I never do that.
And now, the words, they will not come.
Let’s look at some pictures.
This – Friday Night Lights – has kept me sane this hospital stay. Tired but sane:
I almost walked away from the series a couple of episodes in on Series 2 – so much bad stuff was happening, it was unrelenting and stressful. I got through it and am now just into the fifth and final series. I can’t tell you (and nor can I explain) how invested I am in the characters in this show. It baffles me.
But everyone needs a Coach Taylor in their life. And a Tami Taylor for that matter.
On Saturday I escaped the hospital and learnt I could still use the monkey bars. No really, I did.
I even had to buy gloves for it. Yes people, I own gym accessories:
Finally, I’ve decided I want to be when I grow up:
Hopefully the words will start flowing soon.