Day 15 – yet another mixed bag

This morning was absolutely stunning. It was warm, it was sunny. By late this afternoon the wind had picked up, there was a mighty impressive storm out to see with clouds so black they were blue and it was BLOODY freezing.

My mood kinda lifted a bit today. There were some resolutions at work (kinda) and I tried to calm down about the financial screwing of 2006.

Thank you for all your wonderful words of support. We have been here before (perhaps that is why it unhinged me so swiftly) and I know we will be OK “in the end” but when “in the end” is nowhere in sight, when Christmas is 40 days away, when there were already other things at play that are going to change our world exponentially we were trying to grapple with, it is seriously seriously SUCKFUL.

Jasper has cut his fourth tooth in a month, so now he has four top teeth and two little bottle toothy-pegs. The kid makes my heart ache in his all-encompassing gorgeousness. Oscar has resumed waking at 5.14am – GOD I hate daylight saving. Felix is growing up – it is blowing my mind.

I watched Murderball tonight and BALLED my eyes out. OH MY GOD.

And Bec, the idea to eat the dogs? Not bad. Not bad at all.